All i want is a smile

I hate your brown eyes pour down tears

i dont like it when they fail to shine,

Sometimes it all gets so sour

But trust me it'll be fine.

Even when the night gets dark

Be sure the sun will always rise,

Dont let your lips invert

Because a frown is what i despise.

Don't hide your grief from me

I'll help you send it to exile,

I'll be your joker whenever you say

Because all i want is a smile :)

For a Budding Soul

She's a little bud,

She's goin to flower

Although its hard to know yet,

But I'm sure she's going to be a star.

Her mind's full of questions,

So many things to solve

But all that she can hope,

Is for her mind to evolve.

She doesn't know if it's right,

But quickly changes direction

As she wants to appear cool

even at the slightest interaction.

She'll blossom someday

And then understand,

A castle's a castle

even if its in the sand.

Belonging

You say you would, but in my heart i know you would'nt

Even you cant stay away, But you've got so much to do,

i keep waiting endlessly but there is nothing that i can see,

i secretly wish you could just belong to me..

the feelin of owning something is just so great.. but sadly its just an illusion..

there is always something more supreme than you which actually owns what you think belongs to you. and when the moment of realization comes, it strikes you hard and leaves you shattered.. sometimes making you wish altogether that you never owned it.. just to save yourself the pain..

But the ultimate feeling, when it all that belongs to you comes back, because of your patience and determination is the greatest of all.. So dont be afraid of owning something just because you dont want to Lose it..

Happy new year

i dont know if i reely mean to add that "happy" cz frm the frst moment dt d clock struck 12 on 1st jan my lips did not form a smile til i guess 7 in the morning.. so it wasnt happy but aftr i left home (ya to my dismay too i was home on new years eve.. chhe chee chee) everything chnged..

or may be not.. coz here i am sittin a week aftr 2010 strted and wht i feel is that it dsnt even feel like the new year.. it doest have anything new to it.. everything so monotonous and mundane..

and on top of that i even fever for the past 2 days..

So no commnts on that "happy" part.. but i guess its not the same for every one else..

p.s. my new year resolution is not to prick my pimples (totally weird.. am i even in my senses??)

cheers.. here's to my totally lame first post of 2010!!

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100 Truths

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001. Full name?
Purneetha Singh
002. Nickname?
puni
003. Single or taken?
taken
004. Zodiac sign?
scorpion
005. Male or female?
female
006. Elementary?
already done
007. Middle?
done
008. High?
doing
009. Eye color?
brown
010. Hair color?
dark brown
011. Long or short hair?
long
012. Shoe size?
6
013. Asthma?
no
014. Health freak?
no
015. Height?
5ft 1 inch
016. Do you have a crush on someone?
yaa
017. Do you like yourself?
love myslf
018. Have piercings?
yup
019. Tattoos?
not yet
020. Righty or lefty?
righty
021. Sexual orientation?
straight
022. School clique?
??

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing?
ear
024. First best friend?
prateek saxena
025. First movie?
dn remmber
026. First sport you joined?
swimming
027. First pet?
hvt had any
028. First concert?
rabbi shergill's some concert
029. First crush?
prateek saxena
030. First kiss?
when i ws 13
031. First love?
still in it
032. First broken heart?
in 8th standard
033. First stitches?
never had.. touch wood
034. First broken bone?
class 1
035. First grade teacher?
mehra ma'am
036. First car?
dont have1
037. First cell phone?
in 10th grade

Right Now:

038. Im eating?
nothing
039. Im drinking?
nothing
040. Im listening to?
james morrison
041. Im workin on?
my physics
042. Im waiting on?
my love
043. Im wearing?
t shirt n burmudas
044. Im worried about?
nothing
045. Im loving?
my life
046. Im missing?
my boy friend
047. Im antisipating?
a message

First thing that comes to mind:

048. Kids
one
049. Marriage?
10yrs from now
050. Career?
doctor
051. Pickle?
mango
052. Penny?
dont have any
053. Stop?
now
054. Donut?
wanna have
055. QuizPox.com?
donno
056. Myspace.com?
blogs
057. Debt?
not taken
058. College?
aiims
059. Cupid?
already struck
060. 777?
007

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE DESIRED SEX?:

061. Lips or eyes?
depends.. lips when sensual
062. Hugs or kisses?
hugs
063. Shorter or taller?
taller
064. Romantic or spontaneous?
spontaneous
065. Stomach or arms?
arms
066. Sensitive or loud?
a mix of both
067. Hook-up or relationship?
relationship
068. Older or younger?
older
069. Richer or Poorer?
doest matter
070. Smart or witty?
witty
071. Shy or outgoing?
outgoing
072. High maintenance or plain?
plain
073. Glasses or contacts?
glasses
074. Taurus or Gemini?
gemini
075. Lots of friends or no friends?
lots of friends

HAVE YOU EVER:

076. Kissed a stranger?
no
077. Lost your glasses or contacts?
nope
078. Lost your cell phone?
nope
079. Broken any bones?
same bone twice
080. Broken someones heart?
i guess i havnt
081. Been arrested?
noooo
082. Seen a hooker?
nope
083. Been to a funeral?
yea
084. Been to Las Vegas?
no
085. Bought off Ebay?
no
086. Cheated?
yea
087. Picked your nose and ate it?
nooooo

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

088. God?
sometimes when i need something
089. Yourself?
yes
090. Miracles?
no
091. Love at first sight?
no
092. Heaven?
no
093. Santa?
no
094. Fairies?
no
095. Kissing on the first date?
yes
096. Angels?
yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there someone you want to be with right now?
yes
098. Is Superman really better than Batman?
i dont care
099. Have you dated more than 1 person at the same time? 100. Do you believe in God?
no

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Why does it have to be this way

why does it have to be this way
why faster dsnt the pendulum sway..

its been no time
but i still feel the pain..
of you being far and not coming back again..

there are so many things i try to find
but you're the only thought that doesnt leave my mind..

i feel so empty, so alone
i wish these memories could be thrown..

the eat me inside
ive got nowhere to hide..

i hope soon it ends
(sadly) but on this road of wait
there are no bends..

why does it have to be this way
why faster doesn't the pendulum sway..

Feeling Special

i copied it from sum1 who copied it from sumwhere.. so this is actually sum1 elses brain.. but i loved it n so i wanna share it..

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

Thing i wanna do before i DIE

call it my wish list or my to do list.. these are ceratin things i badly wanna do before i die.. not necesarily in this order..

1. get into a college (AIIMS.. PLeeez)
2. Rag my seniors :D
3. go to some awesome place with all my Friends
4. Get another piercing done (on my ear.. dnt get ideas)
5. Come on national television or in the newspaper (for good reasons.. mind it)
6. Go to paris (wanna see eevrything from d Eiffel tower)
7. Go to hawaii (huuh.. beaches)
8. Go to New Zealand (adventure sporting)
9. Meet someone older but shorter (tired of looking upto people)
10. Stay awake all night and talk on the fone (tempting)
11. Click photographs that even photographers envy
12. Go rafting (done it b4.. but cnt get enuff)
13. go kayaking
14. Do bridge Rappelling (even done dt before but.. same reason)
15. Go canoeing
16. Get lost for a week on an island (preferably dt has hot guys)
17. Go SKY DIVING..!!!
18. Rise high in a hot air balloon
19. Eat Chinese the whole day
20. Buy tube tops, Dresses, Gowns, Skirts....
21. Get my hair coloured Blue or may be a dark shade of red (being subtle.. :D)
22. Sleep for 24 hours
23. Meet Irfaan Pathan, Andy Roddick, Rafeal Nadal, Shahid kapur, Aamir khan, Imran khan, Emraan hashmi, Juan carlos ferrero, Shahid Afridi, Daniel Vettori.... (will add names as n when i remmber)
24. Get Nail paints of all shades
25. Go to Egypt
26. Go to Greece
27. Get a weird tattoo done
28. Get a Tuscan/ Captiva
29. Climb the mount Everest
30. Do para gliding (woooossshh)
31. Represent atleast my state for swimming (atleast.. nationals bhi chalenge)
32. Become an IAS officer
33. Do a prestigious Study n go to WHO
34. Become psychiatrist.. ( i wanna help ppl read their minds)
35. Get to atleast size 3 ( naa not zero.. i hate skinny ppl)
36. Get a photoshoot done
37. Dance in the rain with the guy i love (eeee)
38. Learn Salsa (oooohh)
39. Learn Ballroom dancing
40. Get the hippest fone (Showw off!!)
41. Get into trouble ( any sorts.. but pleez nthin major)
42. Go Bungee Jumping
43. Have matching watches and footwear wid evry dress i have
44. Watch 4 movies back to back
45. Visit the moon
46. Meet APJ Abdul Kalam, Rahul Gandhi
47. Date 7 different people ( one for evry day of the week.. n dn dump dm d next day)
48. Get a pet Dog (golden retriever)
49. Have the coolest, the biggest, and d awesomest bday bash!!


50. Open Suggestions.. pleez temme 1 more thing..

All Over again

A lonely bird flew in a circle
It had wandered away from the others
Seeming tired and its face purple

It would have dreamed to soar high
Go miles to a land so far
With utter happiness and give a joyful cry

But somehow the bird chose to be distinct
It chose its own way
And flew trusting instinct

Looking at it,
I wondered where it would go
Will it surrender
Or get killed by a bow

I could feel the strain
Having gone through it first hand
I knew there was nothing to gain

I had chosen to be different like the bird
And now I wonder how to play the game
Because i know i have to do it All over again..

strange

since the past one month ive been fooling around.. goin to my sisters place, goin shopping, calling friends home, blabbering on the fone and most of playing games on Facebook (psst i joined a month ago n m totally hooked to it)..

it made me see a whole new side of me that i thought i had lost somewhere.. i regained my practical way of life.. i actually lost interest in what my friends were doin or which college they were goin to chose.. i just thought bout me.. n i gave a damn bout the others (except a few ppl)..

all this gave me a feeling that i was losing the sense of attachment and i started to believe that i can live alone.. (not cmpletely there are loads of things that i cant do..i need ppl fr dt) i was kinda proud of it 'coz i thought it will help me when i go away to my college..

but then today i just saw a movie "what Happens In Vegas" and i dont know what it trigerred off in me was it something in the movie or was it brain wave.. i donno.. but i just broke down by the end of it.. i realised i never wanted to be alone.. i hate it when im left all alone..

friends pleez come back.. i never wanted my school to finish.. ooohh i shoulnt have passed my 12th grade!! sigh