Why does it have to be this way

why does it have to be this way
why faster dsnt the pendulum sway..

its been no time
but i still feel the pain..
of you being far and not coming back again..

there are so many things i try to find
but you're the only thought that doesnt leave my mind..

i feel so empty, so alone
i wish these memories could be thrown..

the eat me inside
ive got nowhere to hide..

i hope soon it ends
(sadly) but on this road of wait
there are no bends..

why does it have to be this way
why faster doesn't the pendulum sway..