strange

since the past one month ive been fooling around.. goin to my sisters place, goin shopping, calling friends home, blabbering on the fone and most of playing games on Facebook (psst i joined a month ago n m totally hooked to it)..

it made me see a whole new side of me that i thought i had lost somewhere.. i regained my practical way of life.. i actually lost interest in what my friends were doin or which college they were goin to chose.. i just thought bout me.. n i gave a damn bout the others (except a few ppl)..

all this gave me a feeling that i was losing the sense of attachment and i started to believe that i can live alone.. (not cmpletely there are loads of things that i cant do..i need ppl fr dt) i was kinda proud of it 'coz i thought it will help me when i go away to my college..

but then today i just saw a movie "what Happens In Vegas" and i dont know what it trigerred off in me was it something in the movie or was it brain wave.. i donno.. but i just broke down by the end of it.. i realised i never wanted to be alone.. i hate it when im left all alone..

friends pleez come back.. i never wanted my school to finish.. ooohh i shoulnt have passed my 12th grade!! sigh