Feeling Special

i copied it from sum1 who copied it from sumwhere.. so this is actually sum1 elses brain.. but i loved it n so i wanna share it..

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

Thing i wanna do before i DIE

call it my wish list or my to do list.. these are ceratin things i badly wanna do before i die.. not necesarily in this order..

1. get into a college (AIIMS.. PLeeez)
2. Rag my seniors :D
3. go to some awesome place with all my Friends
4. Get another piercing done (on my ear.. dnt get ideas)
5. Come on national television or in the newspaper (for good reasons.. mind it)
6. Go to paris (wanna see eevrything from d Eiffel tower)
7. Go to hawaii (huuh.. beaches)
8. Go to New Zealand (adventure sporting)
9. Meet someone older but shorter (tired of looking upto people)
10. Stay awake all night and talk on the fone (tempting)
11. Click photographs that even photographers envy
12. Go rafting (done it b4.. but cnt get enuff)
13. go kayaking
14. Do bridge Rappelling (even done dt before but.. same reason)
15. Go canoeing
16. Get lost for a week on an island (preferably dt has hot guys)
17. Go SKY DIVING..!!!
18. Rise high in a hot air balloon
19. Eat Chinese the whole day
20. Buy tube tops, Dresses, Gowns, Skirts....
21. Get my hair coloured Blue or may be a dark shade of red (being subtle.. :D)
22. Sleep for 24 hours
23. Meet Irfaan Pathan, Andy Roddick, Rafeal Nadal, Shahid kapur, Aamir khan, Imran khan, Emraan hashmi, Juan carlos ferrero, Shahid Afridi, Daniel Vettori.... (will add names as n when i remmber)
24. Get Nail paints of all shades
25. Go to Egypt
26. Go to Greece
27. Get a weird tattoo done
28. Get a Tuscan/ Captiva
29. Climb the mount Everest
30. Do para gliding (woooossshh)
31. Represent atleast my state for swimming (atleast.. nationals bhi chalenge)
32. Become an IAS officer
33. Do a prestigious Study n go to WHO
34. Become psychiatrist.. ( i wanna help ppl read their minds)
35. Get to atleast size 3 ( naa not zero.. i hate skinny ppl)
36. Get a photoshoot done
37. Dance in the rain with the guy i love (eeee)
38. Learn Salsa (oooohh)
39. Learn Ballroom dancing
40. Get the hippest fone (Showw off!!)
41. Get into trouble ( any sorts.. but pleez nthin major)
42. Go Bungee Jumping
43. Have matching watches and footwear wid evry dress i have
44. Watch 4 movies back to back
45. Visit the moon
46. Meet APJ Abdul Kalam, Rahul Gandhi
47. Date 7 different people ( one for evry day of the week.. n dn dump dm d next day)
48. Get a pet Dog (golden retriever)
49. Have the coolest, the biggest, and d awesomest bday bash!!


50. Open Suggestions.. pleez temme 1 more thing..

All Over again

A lonely bird flew in a circle
It had wandered away from the others
Seeming tired and its face purple

It would have dreamed to soar high
Go miles to a land so far
With utter happiness and give a joyful cry

But somehow the bird chose to be distinct
It chose its own way
And flew trusting instinct

Looking at it,
I wondered where it would go
Will it surrender
Or get killed by a bow

I could feel the strain
Having gone through it first hand
I knew there was nothing to gain

I had chosen to be different like the bird
And now I wonder how to play the game
Because i know i have to do it All over again..

strange

since the past one month ive been fooling around.. goin to my sisters place, goin shopping, calling friends home, blabbering on the fone and most of playing games on Facebook (psst i joined a month ago n m totally hooked to it)..

it made me see a whole new side of me that i thought i had lost somewhere.. i regained my practical way of life.. i actually lost interest in what my friends were doin or which college they were goin to chose.. i just thought bout me.. n i gave a damn bout the others (except a few ppl)..

all this gave me a feeling that i was losing the sense of attachment and i started to believe that i can live alone.. (not cmpletely there are loads of things that i cant do..i need ppl fr dt) i was kinda proud of it 'coz i thought it will help me when i go away to my college..

but then today i just saw a movie "what Happens In Vegas" and i dont know what it trigerred off in me was it something in the movie or was it brain wave.. i donno.. but i just broke down by the end of it.. i realised i never wanted to be alone.. i hate it when im left all alone..

friends pleez come back.. i never wanted my school to finish.. ooohh i shoulnt have passed my 12th grade!! sigh

the devils workshop

i wantd2 rite smthing but cunt undrstnd what 2 say so.. dts y..

Tired

4 years back my cousin got me a shirt from Thailand which had a print with a dog's photo on it n it said "I'm so tired"..

He said that d moment he saw the shirt d only person he could think of was me.. i felt good that there was something that just reminded him of me but i wondered why this??

now whenever i wear that it reminds me that incident n as a matter of fact i actually feel tired..

people say if you manage your time right you'll have enough to do everything.. all this was like over head transmission for me because i never followed it.. now when m actually trying to do everything within a tight schedule all i feel is m tired all day long..

I wish my cousin had got me more of those shirts to wear everyday 

The Real Me

it struck me one day

And i realized something was missing

i searched all around

but it wasn't clicking..

it made me troubled

i felt disturbed and agitated

my mind wandered

soon enough all the colours too faded

the smile vanished

and anger paved way

the love too disappeared

i felt like i was moving away

after days of anguish and pain

nothing seemed to change

the sun rose and it set too

but there was nothing i was to gain

i then searched within me

and found a hole

something was definitely not in place

guess it was my soul

why did it have to flee?

i was perplexed

there was nothing i could do

but search for the real ME

For the most special people in my Life

you came to me when i was all alone

n lifted my spirits when they were all so low..

you picked me up when i tumbled

and guided me whenever i stumbled

you took my tear turned it into a pearl

let me unwind this mind of an innocent girl

you made me believe i could fly

just as i gave my last sigh

now we are going to part

and to live with this emptiness will be an art

but i promise i wont lose my smile

because i know in my heart

you'll always be closer than a mile..

thank you for making the 14 years of my school life so beautiful

One night stand before the exam..

A month before the exam we feel so free

And decide to go on a bunking spree..

The mind feels light

there's no mood to give the books a fight

gaming n jamming n screaming n talking

tends puts off all our planning..

A week before the exam we tend to buck up

set your clock for an early wake up..

but we all know what button we choose

yea the "snooze"

A glance at our profile, a wink at our book

n our mum starts to give us the scary look!!

A day before the exam you feel so tired

gives us a feeling we shouldn't have been wired

a dip in the pages, seem like ages..

the guilt pulls us down like quicksand

And with the book we have a ONE NIGHT STAND..

When im alone II

Alone and deserted

Lost in the cry of emotions

Weeps a heart longing to be loved,

 

Waiting for a new dawn

To bring with it

Sunshine that it has been craving for times,

 

Wishing the buds

Open their hearts

And spread fragrance all along,

 

The wait seems long

But even a ray brings hope

As once the sun rises

The blossoms follow it too…