The underappreciated Best friend

I'm tired of being the one you can fall back upon
Tired of being your 'sweety pie'
It pains me that you forget
There are times when even i want to cry.

I'm tired of acting silly
Just to make you smile
How can you not see
Even i need that once in a while.

I made you stand, gave you a shoulder
But why do i have to do it
All by myself when i fall
And when i find my boulder

So i wish to be all alone, even when i'm down
But i fake a smile, i don't bring up the subject
I make my life frown
Just so that yours can be perfect.