After another free trip round the sun..

After another free trip round the sun i haven't been taller, prettier, goofier or any of that but it sure made me "new and improved" in some ways (okay improved might be a little over the top).

Another year went by and i was thrown into different situations. I tried analyzing people, their reaction, my reaction and what could have been my reaction if i were someone else in the given situation. And it made me realize that though the cover to every book is different the "moral of the story" generally remains the same.

Everyone and i mean EVERYONE lives inside their own bubble of comfort. I know its hard to burst it and come out into THE WORLD, but much sooner than later that will happen. They bitch, they plot, they gossip just to get around the corner. Just to remain in their comfort zone and be in the good books of others makes them forget "what goes around, comes back around".

so WHAT I LEARNT is a large number of people fall into this category and i don't need to give a shit about them.

People show off and pretend to be something they are not. Being cool has always been the in thing but WHAT I LEARNT is you're the coolest when you are YOU.

Everything may not be happening for a reason but everything sure is done for a reason, and that reason is self satisfaction. Your intentions may not be bad, you may even be involved in a charitable cause but all acts ultimately come down to be Selfish (YES they do)

WHAT I LEARNT, don't sweat. Even if you make somebody smile, it makes you happy about spreading a smile (so you are doing it for YOURSELF=selfish..creepy)

The 'pleasing personality people' though give their best but are always at a loss. They go against the English alphabet and put 'U' before 'I'. Ultimately the forces of nature show them whose the boss and they remain shattered (been there, done that).

WHAT I LEARNT, not every seed you sow becomes a tree. Neither does every tree give back the sweetest fruit. So put a limit AND respect the Alphabet!

And lastly (quiet literally too because i realized this minutes after i turner 19, so its the most recent) 'you can't play all broken strings, you can't feel anything that your heart don't wanna feel'. Simply saying you can actually fool your mind to believe what you want to believe. Its you who decides if you're happy or sad or angry or irritated. All these emotions have their own space in life and ALL are a state of mind.

So WHAT I LEARNT is that I'm going to chose to be "happpiiieeee" till the time my limbic system supports me!!

cheers, I'm 19 and I evolve!!