Trapped

Exactly 365 days ago i had been sitting in the exact same position, bending my back with my head into a class 12 textbook. Printed pages that were supposed to give me a better future.

Three hundred and sixty five days ago i had never thought that I'd be doing all that again.

I've had TIME to carefully look at my mistakes and make sure that i don't repeat them, but this time seems more than enough. i realize I've just got a few more weeks to slog and after that a better life would await me (HOPEFULLY). But FRUSTRATION has set in. I'm tired of it all. This is all Ive been doing for the past 1 year and i SO want to take a break. Lie down with no thoughts of remaining syllabus. Watching movies guilt free. Hanging out with the people who who have been cursing me for not spending time with them. Reading novels. Playing games all day. Just wasting my time.. huh i wish

Its true the last few steps to the goal are the hardest...