Thing i wanna do before i DIE

call it my wish list or my to do list.. these are ceratin things i badly wanna do before i die.. not necesarily in this order..

1. get into a college (AIIMS.. PLeeez)
2. Rag my seniors :D
3. go to some awesome place with all my Friends
4. Get another piercing done (on my ear.. dnt get ideas)
5. Come on national television or in the newspaper (for good reasons.. mind it)
6. Go to paris (wanna see eevrything from d Eiffel tower)
7. Go to hawaii (huuh.. beaches)
8. Go to New Zealand (adventure sporting)
9. Meet someone older but shorter (tired of looking upto people)
10. Stay awake all night and talk on the fone (tempting)
11. Click photographs that even photographers envy
12. Go rafting (done it b4.. but cnt get enuff)
13. go kayaking
14. Do bridge Rappelling (even done dt before but.. same reason)
15. Go canoeing
16. Get lost for a week on an island (preferably dt has hot guys)
17. Go SKY DIVING..!!!
18. Rise high in a hot air balloon
19. Eat Chinese the whole day
20. Buy tube tops, Dresses, Gowns, Skirts....
21. Get my hair coloured Blue or may be a dark shade of red (being subtle.. :D)
22. Sleep for 24 hours
23. Meet Irfaan Pathan, Andy Roddick, Rafeal Nadal, Shahid kapur, Aamir khan, Imran khan, Emraan hashmi, Juan carlos ferrero, Shahid Afridi, Daniel Vettori.... (will add names as n when i remmber)
24. Get Nail paints of all shades
25. Go to Egypt
26. Go to Greece
27. Get a weird tattoo done
28. Get a Tuscan/ Captiva
29. Climb the mount Everest
30. Do para gliding (woooossshh)
31. Represent atleast my state for swimming (atleast.. nationals bhi chalenge)
32. Become an IAS officer
33. Do a prestigious Study n go to WHO
34. Become psychiatrist.. ( i wanna help ppl read their minds)
35. Get to atleast size 3 ( naa not zero.. i hate skinny ppl)
36. Get a photoshoot done
37. Dance in the rain with the guy i love (eeee)
38. Learn Salsa (oooohh)
39. Learn Ballroom dancing
40. Get the hippest fone (Showw off!!)
41. Get into trouble ( any sorts.. but pleez nthin major)
42. Go Bungee Jumping
43. Have matching watches and footwear wid evry dress i have
44. Watch 4 movies back to back
45. Visit the moon
46. Meet APJ Abdul Kalam, Rahul Gandhi
47. Date 7 different people ( one for evry day of the week.. n dn dump dm d next day)
48. Get a pet Dog (golden retriever)
49. Have the coolest, the biggest, and d awesomest bday bash!!


50. Open Suggestions.. pleez temme 1 more thing..

All Over again

A lonely bird flew in a circle
It had wandered away from the others
Seeming tired and its face purple

It would have dreamed to soar high
Go miles to a land so far
With utter happiness and give a joyful cry

But somehow the bird chose to be distinct
It chose its own way
And flew trusting instinct

Looking at it,
I wondered where it would go
Will it surrender
Or get killed by a bow

I could feel the strain
Having gone through it first hand
I knew there was nothing to gain

I had chosen to be different like the bird
And now I wonder how to play the game
Because i know i have to do it All over again..

strange

since the past one month ive been fooling around.. goin to my sisters place, goin shopping, calling friends home, blabbering on the fone and most of playing games on Facebook (psst i joined a month ago n m totally hooked to it)..

it made me see a whole new side of me that i thought i had lost somewhere.. i regained my practical way of life.. i actually lost interest in what my friends were doin or which college they were goin to chose.. i just thought bout me.. n i gave a damn bout the others (except a few ppl)..

all this gave me a feeling that i was losing the sense of attachment and i started to believe that i can live alone.. (not cmpletely there are loads of things that i cant do..i need ppl fr dt) i was kinda proud of it 'coz i thought it will help me when i go away to my college..

but then today i just saw a movie "what Happens In Vegas" and i dont know what it trigerred off in me was it something in the movie or was it brain wave.. i donno.. but i just broke down by the end of it.. i realised i never wanted to be alone.. i hate it when im left all alone..

friends pleez come back.. i never wanted my school to finish.. ooohh i shoulnt have passed my 12th grade!! sigh